Starting over, once again

Ive had this website since I was 23, I wanted a space that was just mine. If someone stumbled upon it, it would be because they were meant to. I turn 30 at the end of this month. In my now deleted posts, I spoke from the heart. I wanted a place I could look back on and be reminded of my struggles, my achievements, and the little moments in between. I feel as if i’ve lived many lives in the last decade. Looking back, I don’t think I knew myself well enough to articulate my thoughts properly. Ive been shaped by my past and my present and that has guided me. I speak now as an almost 30 year old version of Leeza.

A Leeza who has been engaged, has signed two leases with her ex-partner, a Leeza that constantly craves change. A Leeza that listens to albums all the way through again, one that paints her childhood because it was painful, not one that shies away from her pain. A Leeza that stopped needing to feel understood and has started to look into herself again.